Monday, 2 November 2015

graduate school - "I've somehow convinced everyone that I'm actually good at this" - how to effectively deal with Imposter Syndrome


Imposter syndrome is a psychological phenomenon wherein an individual is convinced that they do not deserve the success that they have achieved despite (perhaps extensive) empirical evidence to the contrary. For me, this usually manifests in the thought:



I've somehow convinced everyone into believing that I'm actually good at this.



followed by the horrifying notion that eventually I'll be found out and my world will collapse.


I believe that the imposter syndrome is not uncommon in academia. I'm interested to know how other people here have experienced and dealt with it.



In particular, I'm looking for actual tactics that someone might use to combat imposter syndrome.






Why I asked this question:


Beyond the obvious reason that this is something I have struggled with for many years and only recently gotten a handle on myself, there's also some evidence that merely realizing that other people experience imposter syndrome helps fellow imposters. As a grad student, I've managed to meet a fair number of people who are in their own struggles with imposter syndrome; however, the tactics and self-trickery that have helped me don't always speak to them and perhaps someone else's methods might.



Answer



I found two practices helped me a lot:




  • Reinforce what you know. The biggest problem with being an academic surrounded by other academics is that you're constantly being confronted by things you don't know. Even worse, it often seems like everyone else knows something that you don't know.


    You don't need me to tell you how demoralizing that is. The fight is to go back and review what you do know, and reinforce your expertise in your subject area. Most academics are polyglots; choose some random thing you've studied, learned, or even just considered previously, and review it every now and then. It'll help you view the progress you're making.





  • Engage non-academics. You don't realize how much you know until you talk to the other 99.99% of people who don't know what you know. (Confusing sentence...) Write blogs, offer to give visiting lectures at a school or workplace, work as an intern or consultant in industry, champion a political cause related to your research. There are so many ways you can make use of your knowledge, and doing so will definitely help massage your ego which has been bruised by many semesters of feeling inadequate.




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